You're entitled to your feelings. On the list of maltreatment I've suffered at the hands of women, you don't even crack the top five. A girl once tried to stab me with a letter opener. And by "tried" I mean she succeeded remarkably well.
I share some of the blame. I should have discussed the matter with Alina before I could stumble into any, shall we say, delicate situations. And I should have communicated with you before we got so far. I admit that this sort of relationship is still new to me.
I'm relieved that we can move forward now. I'll try not to do or say anything that merits a good stabbing, but I'm afraid I can make no promises. 😏
It's kind of you to offer your expertise. You may be pleased to hear that I've since improved by leaps and bounds in the way of talking and understanding.
Not giving hope... Well, I hate to dash hopes and dreams, but I suppose it's kinder to dash them sooner rather than later. I do know how to behave.
[she feels hideously petty over it, regrets that it had taken Alina contacting her to muster the gumption to put aside a rare moment of what she considered immaturity… but in the end, that’s all (“all”) it had been.
she’d been looking forward to someone staying with her. to the safety and privacy of a coupling indoors, somewhere the aftermath could be soft and warm and unhurried even if she knew very well where the emotional lines were drawn.
and that hope had been dashed, leaving her sore even if she found the reason noble and well-intentioned.
and though she thinks of saying some platitude about advice or how it was just up to him what he wanted to do…]
no. only NIKOLAI sends gift baskets is still unique no worry.
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Apology accepted. It was well worth the wait.
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does not excuse it...
i has no right to feel jealousy or loneliness about other person
so i is at fault
if apology accepted then i am glad.
(but also please do not be getting stabbed or doing thing to get stabbed)
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I'm relieved that we can move forward now. I'll try not to do or say anything that merits a good stabbing, but I'm afraid I can make no promises. 😏
(I jest, of course.)
1/2
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if needing help
navigation, i mean.
but most important thing is talking and understanding
and not giving hope
can i ask for NIKOLAI 's cooperation on this one?
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Not giving hope... Well, I hate to dash hopes and dreams, but I suppose it's kinder to dash them sooner rather than later. I do know how to behave.
I promise. This time it's one I can keep.
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just i mean
now you has deal with ALINA so
could stay after, could go
i am sure depend on many things
if accident were to happen
with other person, i mean
just be saying early which will do after
is i ‘s advice
and then
other person will probably return gift basket much very sooner
good thinking
no disappointment
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Your advice is good, Konoha. It's always best to have a plan in place.
Are you receiving gift baskets from other men? Here I thought I was unique...
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she’d been looking forward to someone staying with her. to the safety and privacy of a coupling indoors, somewhere the aftermath could be soft and warm and unhurried even if she knew very well where the emotional lines were drawn.
and that hope had been dashed, leaving her sore even if she found the reason noble and well-intentioned.
and though she thinks of saying some platitude about advice or how it was just up to him what he wanted to do…]
no.
only NIKOLAI sends gift baskets
is still unique
no worry.
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[A thank you basket, perhaps, for being a reliable friend.]
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i will return
more fast this time
promise.