[she feels hideously petty over it, regrets that it had taken Alina contacting her to muster the gumption to put aside a rare moment of what she considered immaturity… but in the end, that’s all (“all”) it had been.
she’d been looking forward to someone staying with her. to the safety and privacy of a coupling indoors, somewhere the aftermath could be soft and warm and unhurried even if she knew very well where the emotional lines were drawn.
and that hope had been dashed, leaving her sore even if she found the reason noble and well-intentioned.
and though she thinks of saying some platitude about advice or how it was just up to him what he wanted to do…]
no. only NIKOLAI sends gift baskets is still unique no worry.
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Your advice is good, Konoha. It's always best to have a plan in place.
Are you receiving gift baskets from other men? Here I thought I was unique...
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she’d been looking forward to someone staying with her. to the safety and privacy of a coupling indoors, somewhere the aftermath could be soft and warm and unhurried even if she knew very well where the emotional lines were drawn.
and that hope had been dashed, leaving her sore even if she found the reason noble and well-intentioned.
and though she thinks of saying some platitude about advice or how it was just up to him what he wanted to do…]
no.
only NIKOLAI sends gift baskets
is still unique
no worry.
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[A thank you basket, perhaps, for being a reliable friend.]
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i will return
more fast this time
promise.