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Nikolai Lantsov ♛ Korol Rezni ([personal profile] reznikolai) wrote2021-01-30 06:21 pm

I N B O X

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NIKOLAI LANTSOV
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lumberlady: (落ち込む)

[personal profile] lumberlady 2022-02-23 02:19 am (UTC)(link)
[It's a terrifying thing. Even though she has only experienced it twice, bad only once, at times when Malachite's moods had forced some of the Gembonded into a feral state...

Only a fool wouldn't be afraid. And Konoha might not be smart, but she's not foolish. And she's not a liar.]


i was afraid.

[When he changed so suddenly in the market during the attack.]

because i did not know it was still NIKOLAI
how much was NIKOLAI
because NIKOLAI did not tell i

so i did not know
is no need to be afraid.
lumberlady: (幸せになれ)

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[personal profile] lumberlady 2022-02-23 03:07 am (UTC)(link)
yes.
you should have.


[how many times now have people in Lunatia, in Sumarlok, told her such a thing? they didn’t want to tell her because they didn’t want to scare her, or scare her away.]
lumberlady: (そばに)

[personal profile] lumberlady 2022-02-23 03:13 am (UTC)(link)
i do not keep secret
but there are some things i do not speak of
if there is no need.

i have seen things
heard things
that i think would make even NIKOLAI sick in the heart
i am grateful muchly
for being protected
but not if the cost is secret

NIKOLAI turning into shrieking shadow
this is easy fear
simple fear
i was afraid

but if NIKOLAI says so
i will believe is safe.
lumberlady: (見返り)

[personal profile] lumberlady 2022-02-23 04:04 am (UTC)(link)
then i am sorry
that i ever let NIKOLAI think i would turn away from truth.


[she won’t be able to not feel guilty for that. but.]

i do not want it to be new nickname
no.
no remember?
nickname is NIKOLAI

just NIKOLAI
lumberlady: (夕焼け)

[personal profile] lumberlady 2022-02-23 04:24 am (UTC)(link)
i am much reasonable person
much normal
i think

many humans have monster inside
not just human
jinba too, i am sure.
what is mattering
is what the monster does.
and what the man does after.

NIKOLAI
saved i
even though i was scared of.

just NIKOLAI did.
lumberlady: (家族)

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[personal profile] lumberlady 2022-02-23 02:16 pm (UTC)(link)
you are welcome
NIKOLAI.
lumberlady: (抱く)

[personal profile] lumberlady 2022-02-23 02:23 pm (UTC)(link)
[but later, tomorrow, when she has finished her self-imposed duty and allows herself to be selfish again...

another message follows, to respond to no reprieve.

00:04.]


good.