I had a dream. I was married to Alina, and we were trying to start a family together. It was all we could talk about, all I could think about. Little feet running all over the palace. All the things I'd build for them.
It was nice.
I know I can't have children with her. And maybe I'm not meant to marry someone who will love me.
[He has heard conflicting stories about what the future holds for him, and he isn't sure what to believe. A Shu princess, stranger turned bride. Zoya, whom he trusts, whom he could easily fall in love with if he let himself, but whose heart is guarded by a wall of stone.]
But at least she could make me a father, whoever I make my bride.
[And his children would love him, he hopes. But that's too pathetic to put into words.]
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It's a little silly...
I had a dream. I was married to Alina, and we were trying to start a family together. It was all we could talk about, all I could think about. Little feet running all over the palace. All the things I'd build for them.
It was nice.
I know I can't have children with her. And maybe I'm not meant to marry someone who will love me.
[He has heard conflicting stories about what the future holds for him, and he isn't sure what to believe. A Shu princess, stranger turned bride. Zoya, whom he trusts, whom he could easily fall in love with if he let himself, but whose heart is guarded by a wall of stone.]
But at least she could make me a father, whoever I make my bride.
[And his children would love him, he hopes. But that's too pathetic to put into words.]