[ Yes, she talks to Aleksander Morozova more than she should (which is any) but she does not expect Nikolai to talk to him. Maybe she doesn't know Nikolai Lanstov as well as she assumed she did. ]
It wasn't
[ She pauses, inhaling a deep breath through her nose to steady herself. It doesn't work. ]
It's nothing like we had. You made me feel loved.
[ She should leave it at that. That's all he needs to know. But it's half a story, and how many of those has she been told only to choked by the truth later on. ]
1/2
[ Yes, she talks to Aleksander Morozova more than she should (which is any) but she does not expect Nikolai to talk to him. Maybe she doesn't know Nikolai Lanstov as well as she assumed she did. ]
It wasn't
[ She pauses, inhaling a deep breath through her nose to steady herself. It doesn't work. ]
It's nothing like we had.
You made me feel loved.
[ She should leave it at that. That's all he needs to know. But it's half a story, and how many of those has she been told only to choked by the truth later on. ]